Written on June 24, 2015
Mourning (noun): “the expression of deep sorrow for someone who has died, typically involving following certain conventions such as wearing black clothes”
Technically, I haven’t lost anyone. I don’t know what it’s like to lose someone who I have grown close to, whether it be a friend or a family member. I just don’t know what it feels like. I’m too naive and young to know. Or maybe I’m just lucky that I don’t know the pain because I bet it sucks.
The closest experience I can mention that sort of fits this is when my mother had her miscarriage in 2014. I don’t know why but I just felt sad. Maybe it was because my mom was depressed about it? Maybe I was emphasizing with her? I was just sad over it. It took me a while, but I stopped being sad. So… yeah. Short chapter. I’m sorry. I’m just inexperienced with this topic. I hope I don’t find out what it’s like for a long time… Sorry if you’ve had to go through it, though.